love puzzles me like the toughest most complicated uh physics questions.
how can someone just saps all your time and energy away?
how can someone be as equally important as all your friends and family combined?
how can someone be tying you down while you blissfully accepts that?
how can someone that hardly matter a while ago suddendly be all you're living and dying for?
how can someone put you through so much mental torture and yet you'll forgive him unquestioningly?
false dilemma, chronic insecurities and unspoken contracts
maybe thats why they say love's blind.

someday i'm gonna watch chicago the musical live.

liberation day today!!! (:
alot of me-time from now on to catch up with those good arty musicy stuffs i've been missing